"What a life" she screamed. Turned of the light and back to sleep she was.
Ridding a horse is her favorite thing.. ”its a thing i have for it”, sometimes explanations comes from her mouth, so u don’t even notice that she in a brag.
She is a very funny lady in a non lady way..or better lets play with this and put her lady stand on a something under that is not so very ladiesh..
Stories she sell for money. She is very rich and very laid back..yet, not always and just on the surface..she slips sometimes. That is when the juicy stories begins but get in companied with reasonable doubt. Butterflymosquito..hahaha..she would love this explanation!!!
U see her life before was more a constant rope of flashes that got pulled in and out from her head by her own hands. Now she is stable in that sense and prefer to put her hands on more solid stuff. “Like a man!?”,again it would be pulled from her pockets of self ironic remarks.
She is holding her pen as she is holding her new man once layed in bed or a swinging hammock.. She is in ..discovering a brand new way. And that way gave her a breath of freedom that very time when she does everything best as she can goes floating in her body. She follows it with all possible senses..trilling unexplainable ride..she gets selfish in that and goes on journey, very private one.
Did u know she got a man now? He is very handsome. A jujitsu master..(since time of knowing him is not in her favor she hopes also he doesn’t turn out as a master of some kind a disaster) Sense of humor is her river. Bathing there keeps her going and life like that becomes softer and lighter…dust from to crowded sand streets get washed away, it’s a going back to the nature walk and its very much like a purism in a most religious way. But when her words share wisdom it gets splashed on shores of ears through personal experiences. As if one would live only try and than move on.
Sex was pushed away for a long time. Putting on weight became a low. Old description after braking up with a guy that was there in an altar of forever. Still she manage somehow to fell happiness over it. In bikini she would walk proud..a very muscle structure is moving underneath, just covered with fatty pleasures that satisfied her sexual and emotional need. But realizing it all made things that are suppose to grow to continue with no stopping.
……………………………………………………………..WHAT!?!?!?..................................................................................
…a part is taken out and the ending is not reveled since it’s a part of a mystery and life…things are not meant to begin or end..but simply are here to exist.
If followed by wisdom a poet would no find reason to explain it, mathematician would fight for a while and than found equation, since it exist, philosopher would become a boring preacher..but me..i just don’t care right now, that is why posting is a freedom. This days life is not complicated anymore, many times. This is one of those times..
