After spending good wet Zipolite time, where me and girls encounter even bigger surprise by being invited to a nice hotel with good food. From Thursday to Tuesday time was clicking differently. It went to slow to slower. Laying as death corpses on a not so shady swinging bed, eating what mind desired, drink what once was seen in best movies..life was hard, yeah, right!!! I fell in love with my girls, NINA, MARTA, one more time.Reunited in DF was now warm inside more than outside. Burned and skin in a start to peal, party time began. That usually freaks me out. I cant stop, when there is no time to stop. So we went for it,. Tired or no, with a plan of a calm night we never ended before 5 am. Teenage people mostly in their minds. So was I. Not better or worst.
Meeting a very nice girl, my exboyfriend woman(from Croatia) made me kind a , well its weird, but it’s a fact that is comforting to me…will not speak of why its only for close minds, jajaja..love me more for not sharing all.
She has a big strong spirit and I see my self in her.
I needed to say goodbye from her with a kiss and sentence ”u have a really good person in ur life(meaning boyfriend)” and I meant every little intension in it.
Went on a date, with a guy, that from 2nights ago that I lean my eyes on him for the first time I could see some fishy stuff.. but as he is very cute and obviously well secure in money issue, everybody thought he is a nice guy. And he is. Just!!!
It turned out he has some deep shit issues, that he somehow doesn’t wanna clear out of his life. I mean. He is highly intelligent. But using ,think, this bizarre needs to share them as provoking..but mainly I believe, himself. Just a fact that he jumps from one identity as a strong man to other as a hurt boy made me feel that.
Was thinking how boring..so many people live their lives based on idea of who they are, and than they need to work on it so much!!! Its not interesting its to obvious!!!! Get a grip!!!
After talking for some time we reached family matters and could see his pain and in that moment a trigger that turned him into not so pleasant CUTE MAN.hum..we all have our traumas, but should we stay for their sakes prisoners of them!??!Hard working robots to please this invented by hurt identity, something not ours?? Of choices that were made by us or other such a long time ago!?!?
To bad..good looking guy in Mexico is hard to find..one is lost..shit, is what I think about!!!
And good luck!
