“In every flower lays the begging.
I see u flower how u blossom from once being invisible to my world of experience. However now i‘ve been watching ur growth and death and coming back to life as a new flower my understand flourished with colors. Joy is written in small printed words behind my skin. As flesh they thorn u apart in times and bleeding of light takes place very openly. Im condemn to be u. To feel u becoming the life, the light never the last. Of becoming me.” . . .
“Little garden I sat in the future. A moment came when future revel to me. It was u flower that I could feel and be. It was from ur rises in chest that I cloud flew from into the universe and seat on a chear of wisdom and started to read the book in front of old treasures that have been on reach all the time..”
We finish the joint that sometimes serves as a key to go beyond existing and sometimes lays in the cradle of entertainment that we like so much. The past few days I was interrupted by informations. The secrets that I could find without looking. And I could not go past knowing the time, again, is here to remember the time before blindness.
Im watching people in front of me..Aline, that has a set smile face. The virtue that is accelerating her to speak words of greatness is something I was amazed. I did not expect any of this warmness that is soul grounded, here. I left myself go down on a leather of awareness and forgot we are all one and we all know everything.
As she continue, flashes where having its fun in my mind..heart was trembling and muscles were trying to bring back the body to rule my life. Nothing I could really do. I stood there with eyes focused on Alini and observe the situation. Beautiful butterfly I sow in her. She didn’t actually touch her lips while delivering her family tradition of respect that is served among them, on a tongue.
I felt sad my family wasn’t set like this. I became as a child in its first disappointment. As for the first time seeing a picture of heaven and realizing how my world is different from it. Imagine living in a little Ireland of nothing having one tv screen and one program that keeps showing u how great and happy life is somewhere else, sourounded with so many things and understanding and love. Than looking around, ur has not even 2 of those things..
At first , when centered on the outside, missing of something take place and if followed by patient heart one will soon get to the point of not seeing anything outside since there is just to much to see and its make u way to much tired trying to chase something that its not here , that is just a movie, just an explanation, just something that u cannot really touch.. One’s continuous searcher, a hungry force for knowledge, will turn all sensors on the inside into, why all this feelings, will found the whole world laying there. If love can be felt and fear melted with all illusions, the imagination can create all that u need for ur desires to be four filled. Nothing exist in us or outside of us, for no reason. And there for why make a selection when we could embrace all and live as complete. Couse only selections are the one that separates one from another putting focus on limits instead of using the same power that can never stop producing in us for something great and evolving as personal growth that can be only seen if one excepts all. Live through the comparisment and slowly find its own understanding of reality, how and why things are the way they are. Difference of something the we call good and bad, both serve the same goal. And both need to be experienced in order to be understood. If u shell trust other one’s word or feeling u shall start to built ur life on something that is taken from another environment, another perception and it might as well happens that in few years or many years after u shall realize u where never living ur life never knowing who u are, what u like, what is love and why u love a person next to u, why u have children now when ur so not complete and there is so much u want to experience, do... Than a hurt can grow and people , especially children, can be put on a side track and be influence of ur disappointment , sadness , depression, uncontrolled mind and more.
U see u can not travel and really see what is going on while u travel if u keep looking for what is missing in ur life, what more u need to do in the future, how to correct or cover something done in the past..i know it’s a circle of one being in the present knowing, everything from past put u in this position now, yet don’t try to make old things better but just take the knowledge of how things progressed, evolved before and use that with new things that are happening. Be brave in ur new challenges and take advantage of new reactions. Use different words, make a different face, put on a different stile of clothes, change what u do, explore.. Play. The world is a playground. And we all know it. Be a child so that u can be a better adult. Be a grandmother so u can participate in games with wisdom. And breath..that is all u really need to do. Know that u know, trust and wait for its time when knolidge its self will step out and do it response and breath. Just breath. Use imagination on breathing..begin where it begins..
With first breath we became human..not before or after. It is a breakthrough moment. If one doesn’t do it it dies. It’s a black and white dimension. Yet that is just for the body..its like we turn on a light, turn it on!!! ..as we breath the electricity needed for this body made to do experience, starts to flow. So ,that sounds to me as the right center to focus on with tools that are available to our consciences..
Imagine all that u could become if u would put all ur focus of thoughts with this best intension on it, on a breath..imagine the feelings of breathing only im a great singer all the time. There would be no time of going any were else In life but to become a great singer. U see mind it’s a frequency that is spreaded all through out the body and far around us. It’s another trigger that starts to call things in our life and its really a pattern , a plan of who we are becoming.
Part of innocence as being a child is more difficult now, because u see a child is perfect, yet being raised in a society that provides only one side of information and therefore it has created( the society) one side parents , it gets stuck for a while. It gets ”trapped” into this ideas from parents and his first reactions can be mainly reflections of them. Yet, we grow physically to gain a stronger body for a stronger mind. It all has a beautiful mirror in it. Its quite stupid to continue to live old chewed and taken ideas of others when u were meant to produce ur own..and u keep doing that, keep producing them, but they can be shut of because of those old frames, patterns.
There is a perfect part in u, an all mighty cell that can never get influence by any thought or anything but good, light, extreme power of keep growing seed..
Find it, live it!!
:) hehehehe..and share more kisses..think I wanna kiss somebody.. I DO!!!
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